tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post7104583314460128961..comments2024-03-22T03:19:38.110-04:00Comments on Forever In Hell: It's Nicely Wrapped and All, but I Didn't Ask for This GiftPersonalFailurehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03034292023591747601noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post-23693138809914583272011-03-31T09:41:34.178-04:002011-03-31T09:41:34.178-04:00D'Ma;
didn't have to say anything, but th...D'Ma;<br /><br />didn't have to say anything, but thanks :)denelianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08083149213773118359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post-5482222943705804352011-03-31T08:40:23.082-04:002011-03-31T08:40:23.082-04:00@denelian,
I was trying to find something suitabl...@denelian,<br /><br />I was trying to find something suitable to say. I can't think of a damned thing. So instead:<br /><br /><i>big e-hugs</i>Ruthhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17313118060838041133noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post-47018079557956052812011-03-31T03:35:45.274-04:002011-03-31T03:35:45.274-04:00i hate this argument. it's the first argument ...i hate this argument. it's the first argument that gets pulled out when you tell someone you feel suicidal. "but!" someone says, "you're alive! it's such a great gift! think about living!"<br />to which i want to say "it's NOT a great gift, OBVIOUSLY, by my desire to return it."<br /><br /><br />sometimes i feel like Stewie from "Family Guy" - i HATE my mom for "giving me life". resent it.<br /><br />i have every right to resent it. i don't owe anyone anything for being alive - she did it for HER. she SHOULD have aborted me; instead, she married my dad and spent the next 30 years [24 of which she spent DIVORCED from him] hating and resenting ME for the fact that she married a man who didn't like her.<br /><br />what the hell is so great about that?denelianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08083149213773118359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post-33727689394268347332011-03-30T14:34:43.598-04:002011-03-30T14:34:43.598-04:00My mom, once and only once, tried to win an argume...My mom, once and only once, tried to win an argument by saying that she gave me life. I responded with, "Well, I didn't ask for it!" and that was the end of that argument.PersonalFailurehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03034292023591747601noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1334761054277672365.post-10578544793283334632011-03-30T14:22:06.500-04:002011-03-30T14:22:06.500-04:00Hmmm. I actually wrote about this myself not too l...Hmmm. I actually wrote about this myself not too long ago. If I'd never been born I wouldn't know the difference. Then I wouldn't have to make all these decisions. Then the thought of hell wouldn't feel like a gun to my head with God saying, "Love me or I'll pull the trigger."Ruthhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17313118060838041133noreply@blogger.com